Moments of Realization!

So off he went to his home town without a word. I was on the verge of going to the station to say goodbye. Was scared to death on thinking what if I never get a second chance? (Though technically it would have been my 7th or 8th chance!) But I decided. I need to change into a new leaf! Or rather I need to be someone whom he expects me to be.

But this did contradict my inner self. 'I need to change' statement was something I was against to fall in love with a guy or even to make a guy like me. So took the time off to think what I need to know and do. Did I go wrong somewhere and if yes (Duh!) where did I go wrong?

Thinking this I turned on my TV. And there popped up my answer. The vodofone add actually opened my eyes. 'Making you feel special' tagline was all I needed. That's where I went wrong. I treated him like every other guy in my class. There was nothing he could say of me being his. I never made him feel special. I went out with other guys with lunch, when he had to eat all alone, made his call to wait while I was chatting with someone else, wished happy birthday to every soul I know sharp at 12, but accidentally missed his! So list went on....

But on the other way round, he treated me like an angel. I always felt so special. So that's where I went wrong.

So I majorly designed a plan and started executing it. And it's been working fine till today... After a long time I fought! :) And all my planning went down the drain cruelly in front of my eyes! :( But I will make it work out!! :)

P.S. Who broke the silence? As usual he did! he he... I wanted to be a good girl so thought of not contacting him till the date he said. But he called me back in a week and said he missed me!! Awwwww.... I love him! :)