Did i make him feel spl? I thought I did. He came back to me. Without any change. With the same love, the same passion, the sparkle in his eyes for me.

I know he loves me. I know he wants me to be with him forever. I know he wants to wake up looking at me everyday. I could hear his heart beating my name day in and out. But he is not able to make out any of this in me.

He still stays he dont feel my love. He is still asking me to prove that I love him! How do I do that??? Why cant he see things in me which I see in him? Ppl around me say he is cheating on me. I hear rumours abt him behind my back. I refuse to believe them. I have seen him. I know what he is. He wont cheat me. I still love him...

But he is no more around. I can no longer fight. I can no longer ask him to leave me. He has left me. Finally... Ushhh... He has vanished. From my life, from my dream, from my senses.

It hurts. Real bad. I miss his closeness. I miss the way he looks at me. I miss a life. Its teribble. Why couldn he just trust me? Why couldn he just understand me? Why couldn he just accept me? Was I that bad? Am I that horrible?

May be I am....